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[+] About Me
Bismillah jee Bismillah.. :p
Name: Hafiz Moazzam Shahzaad :P
Location: Lahore, Pakistan
[+] Special Thanks
To .:NeLLy:. for the Blog Template
[+] Mood..
I feel 
[+] Recent Catharsis
[+] Ancient Blabberings
[+] Places I Go
[+] Skitzopsychosis
[+] Other Reccomended Pastiches
[+] My Other Works
[+] Words of Wisdom
Everyone wanted to know what I'd do if i didn't win. I guess we'll never know.
- Kanye West, Artiste.
Don't ever lose hope, but know that few things are just not worth fighting for.
- Myra Iqbal, Rainbaby.
There is a God. Definitely. But I disagree with faith.
- Shemrez Nauman Afzal, urban dysfunctional offspring.
Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're gonna get.
- Forrest Gump, movie.
A mind doesn't have to be frustrated as long as its connected to a hand somewhere along the way.
- Midhat Masood Syed, Chona Baby/Scorpio.
I do not cry, I do not weep. There are no tears to wipe away.
- Sahar Haq, Nikki Jayii Haan.
Math, my dear boy, is the lesbian sister of biology.
- Peter Griffin, Family Guy
What is truth? a mobile army of metaphors, metonyms, anthropomorphisms, in short, a sum of human relations which were poetically and rhetorically heightened, transferred, and adorned, and after long use seem solid, canonical, and binding to a nation. Truths are illusions about which it has been forgotten that they are illusions, worn-out metaphors without sensory impact, coins which have lost their image and now can be used only as metal, and no longer as coins.
- Friedrich Nietzsche, Philosopher.
Spellings! Bah! Teeny little zits on the ass! Who cares!
- Saleha Waqar, Ishtar/Self-proclaimed Diety.
There's something about indulgence and appreciation. Something hushed and sitting back, eyes closed in abandon, surrender, all things deliciouslydivine(sic).
- Nausheen Ishtiaq, Sproj.
Life is just one word; balance.
- Ian Andrew Eldred, Bassist.
Even if you are comfortable with Hicks, you must do Slutsky. Are you comfortable with Slutsky?
- Dr. Debkusum Das, LUMS Visiting Economics Faculty.
When people say 'Miss you like hell', what do they mean? Who misses hell?!
- Ameera Safdar Khawaja, Boobooss.
You know, in Wisconsin, if you win a girl a giant purple rhinoceros, she puts out!
- Ashton Kutcher, Actor That 70's Show
It is only in the mysterious equations of love that the logical reasons can be found.
- Dr. John Nash, Ph.D.
If rape is inevitable, just lay back and enjoy it.
- Mukhtaran Mai.. No wait, Major Azhar! Haha!
Writing for a penny a word is ridiculous. If a man really wants to make a million dollars, the best way would be to start his own religion.
- L. Ron Hubbard, Scientologist.
It's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'
- American History X, movie.
Never assume. It makes an ass of you and me.
- Shahid Nauman Afzal, Chemical Engineer.
The basis for optimism is sheer terror.
- Oscar Wilde, Literati.
The whole notion of feeling happy and complete only if you are with someone is 'Evel'.
- Emel Tarik Shaikh, Saxpijjan.
Islam is our Faith, Democracy is our Policy, and Socialism is our Economy; All Power to the People.
- Zulfikar Ali Bhutto Shaheed, Quaid-e-Awam.
Today, a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather.
- William Melvin 'Bill' Hicks, Comedian.
Every man, woman and child alive should see the desert one time before they die. Nothing at all for miles around, nothing but sand and rocks and cactus and blue sky. Not a soul in sight. No sirens, no car alarms, nobody honking at you, no madman cursing or pissing on the streets. You find the silence out there. You find the peace. You can find God.
- 25th Hour, movie.
Jesus loves me, but I just want to be friends.
- ?
I used to think if I killed somebody I would want to go to the cemetery and apologize. That's not really what guilt is though. Guilt's a feeling you have towards people who are living. It's like everyday you're out there shaking hands, talking. But you, the guilty person, you know that it's all unreal. It's like guilt is this secret inside of you that destroys the fabric of everything, and then everything's unreal. You can't even have a life. But it's not necessary for it to destroy you. You just have to face it.
- Crime and Punishment in Suburbia, movie.
Apollo stood on the cliff. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, it's too high. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, it's too high. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, we'll fall. Come to the edge, he said. They came. And he pushed them. And they flew.
- Chicken Soup, book.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Where were you?
You asked me where I was.
And I was right here.
You just. . . didn't look.
The sunshine invaded my peace.
I didn't say a word.
The music, the aura spread through the room.
Caressing the soft marble floor, water in lovemaking.
I didn't say a word.
It was cyan. It was bliss.
I didn't say a word.
You turned around, it was your voice.
You bent and looked at me, made me look up.
You asked me where I was.
I was there. Standing.
I didn't say a word.
Bars and windows, the winged creature was caged.
Air and convention refused flight.
You just. . . didn't look. . .
You didn't pay attention.
You asked me where I was.
I was right here,
But I didn't say a word.
In solemn prayer, I bent and cried.
In outright lunacy, I shrieked and sniveled.
You couldn't even bother,
But you asked me where I was.
I wiped away a tear,
I calmed myself down,
I put up a straight face, and stood here.
I didn't say a word.
Time goes by, like the rebellious sand settling the dune
Lost in rotation, humanity lost in the race
Prophets stop and think
And we look on.
It was ecstasy, but for you I awoke.
And found, in reality, the mirage. The illusion of rapture.
You never looked.
I had a smile on my face, I was right here.
You never cared. . .
You asked me where I was.
I didn't say a word, I never did...
P.S. Sheen, Dhoop Kinaray is ALL me. Trust me, its ALL me. You'll understand when there's less academic tension and more coffee and shemrez around. =)
[Dysfunction Timestamp]
Shemrez had writer's block at 8:11 AM
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
The Fool Martyr's Lovesong
The perfectionist hath lost his perfection
…The beautiful little butterfly awoke in a stir
and I look at her with my yearning eyes
a smile that never quit, a feeling that still hasn’t gone
She sensed a rainbow
And turned on her heel
She flexed her lucid wings
I didn’t want to let her go,
but I didn’t want to taint her flight
I watched her move in the love-crevice of my palm
And with a swish, she flew away
Like the melody in my heart, slowly dying out
Like the love being stolen away from within my soul
I looked at her
Looked at her fly away
I smile a little, I cry a little,
put my hands in my pockets
I turn away and never look back
I didn’t deserve her? Heh…
And then I turn
And she was gone.
I wipe away a tear
And I was lost.
She left me
And I was alone.
Lost furthermore in the solitude of my pathetic, heathen mortal existence
Maybe in the next life, I said to myself,
If there is one
I’m not so sure
I lost her once
She never came back
I’m not so sure
I’m not so sure…
[Dysfunction Timestamp]
Shemrez had writer's block at 5:44 AM
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