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[+] About Me
Bismillah jee Bismillah.. :p
Name: Hafiz Moazzam Shahzaad :P
Location: Lahore, Pakistan
[+] Special Thanks
To .:NeLLy:. for the Blog Template
[+] Mood..
I feel 
[+] Recent Catharsis
[+] Ancient Blabberings
[+] Places I Go
[+] Skitzopsychosis
[+] Other Reccomended Pastiches
[+] My Other Works
[+] Words of Wisdom
Everyone wanted to know what I'd do if i didn't win. I guess we'll never know.
- Kanye West, Artiste.
Don't ever lose hope, but know that few things are just not worth fighting for.
- Myra Iqbal, Rainbaby.
There is a God. Definitely. But I disagree with faith.
- Shemrez Nauman Afzal, urban dysfunctional offspring.
Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're gonna get.
- Forrest Gump, movie.
A mind doesn't have to be frustrated as long as its connected to a hand somewhere along the way.
- Midhat Masood Syed, Chona Baby/Scorpio.
I do not cry, I do not weep. There are no tears to wipe away.
- Sahar Haq, Nikki Jayii Haan.
Math, my dear boy, is the lesbian sister of biology.
- Peter Griffin, Family Guy
What is truth? a mobile army of metaphors, metonyms, anthropomorphisms, in short, a sum of human relations which were poetically and rhetorically heightened, transferred, and adorned, and after long use seem solid, canonical, and binding to a nation. Truths are illusions about which it has been forgotten that they are illusions, worn-out metaphors without sensory impact, coins which have lost their image and now can be used only as metal, and no longer as coins.
- Friedrich Nietzsche, Philosopher.
Spellings! Bah! Teeny little zits on the ass! Who cares!
- Saleha Waqar, Ishtar/Self-proclaimed Diety.
There's something about indulgence and appreciation. Something hushed and sitting back, eyes closed in abandon, surrender, all things deliciouslydivine(sic).
- Nausheen Ishtiaq, Sproj.
Life is just one word; balance.
- Ian Andrew Eldred, Bassist.
Even if you are comfortable with Hicks, you must do Slutsky. Are you comfortable with Slutsky?
- Dr. Debkusum Das, LUMS Visiting Economics Faculty.
When people say 'Miss you like hell', what do they mean? Who misses hell?!
- Ameera Safdar Khawaja, Boobooss.
You know, in Wisconsin, if you win a girl a giant purple rhinoceros, she puts out!
- Ashton Kutcher, Actor That 70's Show
It is only in the mysterious equations of love that the logical reasons can be found.
- Dr. John Nash, Ph.D.
If rape is inevitable, just lay back and enjoy it.
- Mukhtaran Mai.. No wait, Major Azhar! Haha!
Writing for a penny a word is ridiculous. If a man really wants to make a million dollars, the best way would be to start his own religion.
- L. Ron Hubbard, Scientologist.
It's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'
- American History X, movie.
Never assume. It makes an ass of you and me.
- Shahid Nauman Afzal, Chemical Engineer.
The basis for optimism is sheer terror.
- Oscar Wilde, Literati.
The whole notion of feeling happy and complete only if you are with someone is 'Evel'.
- Emel Tarik Shaikh, Saxpijjan.
Islam is our Faith, Democracy is our Policy, and Socialism is our Economy; All Power to the People.
- Zulfikar Ali Bhutto Shaheed, Quaid-e-Awam.
Today, a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather.
- William Melvin 'Bill' Hicks, Comedian.
Every man, woman and child alive should see the desert one time before they die. Nothing at all for miles around, nothing but sand and rocks and cactus and blue sky. Not a soul in sight. No sirens, no car alarms, nobody honking at you, no madman cursing or pissing on the streets. You find the silence out there. You find the peace. You can find God.
- 25th Hour, movie.
Jesus loves me, but I just want to be friends.
- ?
I used to think if I killed somebody I would want to go to the cemetery and apologize. That's not really what guilt is though. Guilt's a feeling you have towards people who are living. It's like everyday you're out there shaking hands, talking. But you, the guilty person, you know that it's all unreal. It's like guilt is this secret inside of you that destroys the fabric of everything, and then everything's unreal. You can't even have a life. But it's not necessary for it to destroy you. You just have to face it.
- Crime and Punishment in Suburbia, movie.
Apollo stood on the cliff. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, it's too high. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, it's too high. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, we'll fall. Come to the edge, he said. They came. And he pushed them. And they flew.
- Chicken Soup, book.
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Hatred And Death
Hatred and Death
- Shemrez Nauman Afzal [on special request]
I hear voices in my head
what do they say?
leave me alone
let me be
i want to be sane
i want to be free
but these voices leave me not
what do they say?
what do they ask of me?
will they deflower me?
rob me of my sanity?
nay comes a voice from the heavens
a hand outstretched comes towards me
fear not, child, i am thy savior
embrace me once and thy shall see
those voices in thy head
i shall smite them with my wrath
for that is the hatred buried within you
what you hold for people
what they deserve from you
but do thee deserve to feel like this?
like unwanted as you are
why not shall thy feel bliss?
come to me, my love, come to my arms
come to my warm embrace
i am death
i am thy saviour
i shal whisk thee away from all this hatred
that you give
that you recieve
that what you should not get
and i wake up for another tomorrow
another hated, spiteful day of my life
but i long for that dream again
or should i invite death with the tip of my knife?
for i do not feel afraid of death
look at me
look in my eyes
do you see fear
do you feel afraid
if you do not, then youre wrong
i am afraid of no one
not you, not your god
keep your faith to you
all i need is me and myself
that is enough i tell you
this is my protection, my sheath
this is my hatred
this is my death...
© Aitchisonian 2004
[Dysfunction Timestamp]
Shemrez had writer's block at 5:50 AM
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