Your Halo's Slipping Down. To Choke You Now.
Inside The Mind Of The Deluded Voodoo Child
 

agar kuch hota, toh Khuda hota.
agar kuch na hota, toh Khuda hota.
marwaya mujh ko honay ne,
agar mein na hota, toh kiya hota?



Merey Bol. Merey Qa'ul. Merey Alfaaz.
Meri Saza.

Meri Irtiqa.

 

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    Name: Hafiz Moazzam Shahzaad :P

    Location: Lahore, Pakistan

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  • Everyone wanted to know what I'd do if i didn't win. I guess we'll never know.
    - Kanye West, Artiste.

  • Don't ever lose hope, but know that few things are just not worth fighting for.
    - Myra Iqbal, Rainbaby.

  • There is a God. Definitely. But I disagree with faith.
    - Shemrez Nauman Afzal, urban dysfunctional offspring.

  • Life is like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're gonna get.
    - Forrest Gump, movie.


  • A mind doesn't have to be frustrated as long as its connected to a hand somewhere along the way.
    - Midhat Masood Syed, Chona Baby/Scorpio.

  • I do not cry, I do not weep. There are no tears to wipe away.
    - Sahar Haq, Nikki Jayii Haan.


  • Math, my dear boy, is the lesbian sister of biology.
    - Peter Griffin, Family Guy


  • What is truth? a mobile army of metaphors, metonyms, anthropomorphisms, in short, a sum of human relations which were poetically and rhetorically heightened, transferred, and adorned, and after long use seem solid, canonical, and binding to a nation. Truths are illusions about which it has been forgotten that they are illusions, worn-out metaphors without sensory impact, coins which have lost their image and now can be used only as metal, and no longer as coins.
    - Friedrich Nietzsche, Philosopher.


  • Spellings! Bah! Teeny little zits on the ass! Who cares!
    - Saleha Waqar, Ishtar/Self-proclaimed Diety.


  • There's something about indulgence and appreciation. Something hushed and sitting back, eyes closed in abandon, surrender, all things deliciouslydivine(sic).
    - Nausheen Ishtiaq, Sproj.

  • Life is just one word; balance.
    - Ian Andrew Eldred, Bassist.


  • Even if you are comfortable with Hicks, you must do Slutsky. Are you comfortable with Slutsky?
    - Dr. Debkusum Das, LUMS Visiting Economics Faculty.


  • When people say 'Miss you like hell', what do they mean? Who misses hell?!
    - Ameera Safdar Khawaja, Boobooss.


  • You know, in Wisconsin, if you win a girl a giant purple rhinoceros, she puts out!
    - Ashton Kutcher, Actor That 70's Show


  • It is only in the mysterious equations of love that the logical reasons can be found.
    - Dr. John Nash, Ph.D.


  • If rape is inevitable, just lay back and enjoy it.
    - Mukhtaran Mai.. No wait, Major Azhar! Haha!

  • Writing for a penny a word is ridiculous. If a man really wants to make a million dollars, the best way would be to start his own religion.
    - L. Ron Hubbard, Scientologist.


  • It's always good to end a paper with a quote. He says someone else has already said it best. So if you can't top it, steal from them and go out strong. So I picked a guy I thought you'd like. 'We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of our nature.'
    - American History X, movie.


  • Never assume. It makes an ass of you and me.
    - Shahid Nauman Afzal, Chemical Engineer.


  • The basis for optimism is sheer terror.
    - Oscar Wilde, Literati.


  • The whole notion of feeling happy and complete only if you are with someone is 'Evel'.
    - Emel Tarik Shaikh, Saxpijjan.


  • Islam is our Faith, Democracy is our Policy, and Socialism is our Economy; All Power to the People.
    - Zulfikar Ali Bhutto Shaheed, Quaid-e-Awam.


  • Today, a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather.
    - William Melvin 'Bill' Hicks, Comedian.


  • Every man, woman and child alive should see the desert one time before they die. Nothing at all for miles around, nothing but sand and rocks and cactus and blue sky. Not a soul in sight. No sirens, no car alarms, nobody honking at you, no madman cursing or pissing on the streets. You find the silence out there. You find the peace. You can find God.
    - 25th Hour, movie.


  • Jesus loves me, but I just want to be friends.
    - ?


  • I used to think if I killed somebody I would want to go to the cemetery and apologize. That's not really what guilt is though. Guilt's a feeling you have towards people who are living. It's like everyday you're out there shaking hands, talking. But you, the guilty person, you know that it's all unreal. It's like guilt is this secret inside of you that destroys the fabric of everything, and then everything's unreal. You can't even have a life. But it's not necessary for it to destroy you. You just have to face it.
    - Crime and Punishment in Suburbia, movie.


  • Apollo stood on the cliff. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, it's too high. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, it's too high. Come to the edge, he said. We can't, they said, we'll fall. Come to the edge, he said. They came. And he pushed them. And they flew.
    - Chicken Soup, book.







  • Wednesday, November 24, 2004

    Questions.

    Sciences and Arts were discovered to make life and living easier. So isn't it ironic how accounting principles render something obsolete after some time? I mean, you still pay $50,000 for some plant and machinery, and then a few years later there's no use of it anymore. The principles of depreciation inherently indicate that any money you spend will be, infact, worthless at some point in the future.

    So why do you fucking work so hard for that $50,000.

    Is it true for human beings as well, that we become obsolete after some time? Well yeah, its true, people die. But during our lifetime, does our expiry date run out? Who can really determine the use of a human being? I mean, Marx may be dead, but his theories still dictate economic principles today. Is he useless?

    And if at some point in the future, x equals something that is infact x itself, what is the fucking point in doing all those calculations? yeah, i know, to escape an E in maths, but hey, i got one too! Does it really matter? If i had gotten 11A's, would that have made me a better or more successful person? I'm at the top of the frikkin' world right now. Anyone dare defy me?

    I'm happy the way I am. I'll wait for it to get better, if it doesn't, atleast i didnt get my hopes high and then feel like i got fucked in the face. If it gets worse, well, its been that way for 17 fucking years now, its no big deal, i've learnt how to handle it, and i will, so bring it on.

    MKK showed me this atheist's viewpoint on life and death, it goes something like this;


    An athiests view of why we are here, etc...

    Life. It happened. It's just there, no design, no need for it. Does everything need to be designed? I think not, things can happen randomly and constantly do, "life" is no more surprising than "rocks"....

    Death. I will cease to function as an organism, and my mass will be distributed into multiple different forms, and my conciousness will simply cease since it is a biproduct of my biological structure. The energy from the electrical system of my body will disapate and I will be gone.
    © Orkut [Community :: "Free Will"]


    Its amazing, really put my mind to work. I have to leave now. School; my boring monotonous life is to start again, in first gear, all over again.

    And as always, here we go now. One more time. :)


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